Bad day at work
Today was a bad day at work.. the Monday started off in a wrong tone when there were too many issues over the weekend it got the equipment sm worried. So worried to a point that he started aiming me with questions and questions of how I should follow up and what I have (or rather haven't) been doing all this while. Felt angry at his accusations although deep down I know there is some truth in it. Yea that was how my morning meeting went...
The day went as per normal (ie. as busy as usual). Even had a nice lunch outside, finally relieved of the canteen food for once in a long while. Then afternoon was meetings & meetings until i kind of did something wrong again and got scolded by my equipment engineer.. even when I left work at night my assistant engineer called me to scold me over something that I did not follow up properly.
These days of hectic issues after issues got me into thinking.. is this job really for me? Not just once did people around me comment that I am too soft and should be more aggressive to get things done in my job. I admit that I am also easily affected by what others think of me as... easily affected when people scold me or blame me especially for things I don't think I deserve the scolding. Many a times I try to tell myself that these people too are frustrated over the many issues which are causing them trouble and that I don't seem able to solve. I can't help but feel incapable and inefficient and also kinda overloaded. argh!
Never really written about things that happen in my work but tonight I just feel like complaining. Luckily the friends I made in my company were so sweet today. Thanks a million =)
.: ting @ 12:22 AM ~
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