tongue-tied
havin done quite a few months of volunteer work in nuh n experienced many stuff n met different kinds of patients... todae i reli met my challenge...
its this patient who needs dialysis to survive cos of kidney failure... she had diabetes since teenage n had been living on medicine, needles n now dialysis since.. seeing how she has other ailments like high blood pressure... how shes coping wif fever tat is due to infection of the wounds made by the needles when she does her dialysis...the injuries on her leg made by all those needles... the tears welling up in her eyes...n how she said how she envied other patients ard her who have many frens n family visiting them... i jus felt so sad...n tongue-tied...
i found myself jus unable to sae anything much to cheer her up... i cant sae tat i hope she will get well soon... i cant sae life will bcome better when i doubt it myself... i did manage to sae sth nice that made her smile a while tho... sighz~
altho we din tok to her for v long but somehow it reli affects me quite a bit. sweet jw tot of giving her our numbers.. brilliant gal hehe...
so when nxt time i ever feel unlucky or upset abt my life.... i shall rem how lucky i am to b a healthy gal....
.: ting @ 1:14 AM ~
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